Promise ♥

hey friend...
did you know that...
you scared me...
im scared...
i thought that i will lose u...
i feel like im hurting you...
can you forgive me?
please say YES...
PLEASE...




first of all...
i didn't blame you...
never and EVER...
you didn't hurt her too...
from the beginning to the end...
so no need to apologize...
because you didn't do anything wrong...
GET IT?




yup...
we're totally the same...
i really appreciated that i met you...
and you're my friend now...
i really hope that we can be friend...
forever...
we're too same...
even not in the physical properties...
but in the 'chemical' properties...




behind my smile is a hurting heart...
behind my laugh...
im falling apart...
look closely at me and you will see...
the girl i am...
isn't me...
you're the one who always notice about this...
because you have the same SMILE with me...
so i' ll told you im suffered...
im gonna cry...
im in a low spirit...
and i just wanna say...
YOU MAY...
YOU SHOULD...
YOU COULD...
be the one accompany with me...




RUBBISH...
CONNECTING WIRES...
you're right...
this is our job...
it suit to us...
so i stop blaming and start appreciating...
we're the 'lucky' stupid fellow...
who had chosen from GOD to own this JOB...
this idiot job really made us tired...
and it doesn't has any rewards...
but...
unless i felt the happiness...
am i right?




let it go?
forget all those things?
im afraid...
im afraid of being happy...
because every time im happy...
something bad will be happens...
but don't worry...
don't forget im a sagittarius...
they wouldn't keep the pain...
but just used to the pain...
the hole is too dark and extremely COOL...
i' ll not staying in it for a long time...
i prefer to escape from it...
im sure that i can get out from it...
someday...
because...
i have you all...
my lovely FRIENDS...




if saying that the lover is same with the friend...
then i will hold you guys' hand tightly...
so i' ll not lose you guys...




im not the person as strong as you think...
yet...
im always pretending to...
you know that...
right?
you could threw away your PERHAPS now...
i promise you...
i' ll let you to see my huge sweets smiles...
whenever you want to...
ANYTIME...
ANYWHERE...
promise is a promise...

LOVE YOU ♥